Not Easy At All.

翻看了看曾经写的乱七八糟，再看看今天写的东西，想想自己可以走到今天，着实的不易~

God may take everything what i treasured...
God may give all the pains and suffering...
God may make me taste all kinds of feelings in life...

even break me...
crash me...
smash me...

but
he makes me alive...
when i'm still alive...

he doesn't let me quit...
he let me fight...

he doesn't let me give in...
he let me see the light...

he doesn't let me lie myself...
he only let me cry then stand up...

when i'm laughing, he's laughing at me...
when i'm laughing at myself, he's watching me marble...

i see...
i see...

he's powerful, and so do i...
he won't show me my power, untill i realize...

i am softness, and so do his watching...
he won't smiling, untill i feel happiness...

he wants to see me fight for it...
but struggling...

he wants me find the real happy...
then we go help another...

胡乱写的东西，哈哈~ 好久没有英文日记了，都不能成句了都，怀念曾经最喜欢写的长句子...